The List

Things that I miss:

1. I miss saying 'I love you' and really mean it
2. I miss calling you 'yang'
3. I miss holding hands in the public
4. I miss having a person who can only see me
5. I miss having someone who's devoted to me
   
6. I miss having a commitment
7. I miss us.

But I don't have time for that. I have to be more mature, have to start thinking about my future. That list is just not worth it. And this guy, the one that I still very much in love for the past four years, have to go. It's for my own good. I'm pretty sure he wants the best for me, too.